第17章 Erica's Resolve (1)

Men are tattooed with their special beliefs like so many South Sea Islanders; but a real human heart, with Divine love in it, beats with the same glow under all the patterns of all earth's thousand tribes.O.Wendell Holmes.

For the next fortnight Brian and Erica continued to pass each other every afternoon in Gower Street, as they had done for so long, the only difference was that now they greeted each other, that occasionally Brian would be rendered happy for the rest of the day by some brief passing remark from his Undine, or by one of her peculiarly bright smiles.One day, however, she actually stopped;her face was radiant.

"I must just tell you our good news," she said."My father has won his case, and has got heavy damages.""I am very glad," said Brian."It must be a great relief to you all to have it over.""Immense! Father looks as if a ton's weight had been taken off his mind.Now I hope we shall have a little peace."With a hasty good bye she hurried on, an unusual elasticity in her light footsteps.In Guilford Square she met a political friend of her father's, and was brought once more to a standstill.This time it was a little unwillingly, for M.Noirol teased her unmercifully, and at their last meeting had almost made her angry by talking of a friend of his at Paris who offered untold advantages to any clever and well-educated English girl who wished to learn the language, and who would in return teach her own.Erica had been made miserable by the mere suggestion that such a situation would suit her; the slightest hint that it might be well for her to go abroad had roused in her a sort of terror lest her father might ever seriously think of the scheme.She had not quite forgiven M.

Noirol for having spoken, although the proposal had not been gravely made, and probably only persevered in out of the spirit of teasing.But today M.Noirol looked very grave.

"You have heard our good news?" said Erica."Now don't begin again about Madame Lemercier's school; I don't want to be made cross today of all days, when I am so happy.""I will tease you no more, dear mademoiselle," said the Frenchman;but he offered no congratulations, and there was something in his manner which made Erica uneasy.

"Is anything wrong? Has anything happened?" she asked quickly.

The Frenchman shrugged his shoulders.

"Who knows! It is an evil world, Mademoiselle Erica, as you will realize when you have lived in it as long as I have.But I detain you.Good bye.AU REVOIR!"He took off his hat with a flourish, and passed on.

Erica, feeling baffled and a little cross, hurried home.M.Noirol had not teased her today, but he had been inscrutable and tiresome, and he had made her feel uneasy.She opened the front door, and went at once to her father's study, pausing for a moment at the sound of voices within.She recognized, however, that it was her cousin, Tom Craigie, who was speaking, and without more delay she entered.Then in a moment she understood why M.Noirol had been so mysterious.Tom was speaking quickly and strongly, and there was a glow of anger on his face.Her father was standing with his back to the mantlepiece, and there was a sort of cold light in his eyes, which filled Erica with dismay.Never in the most anxious days had she seen him look at once so angry, yet as weighed down with care.

"What is the matter?" she questioned, breathlessly, instinctively turning to Tom, whose hot anger was more approachable.

"The scamp of a Christian has gone bankrupt," he said, referring to the defendant in the late action, but too furious to speak very intelligibly.

"Mr.Cheale, you mean?" asked Erica.

"The scoundrel! Yes! So not a farthing of costs and damages shall we see! It is the most fiendish thing ever heard of!""Will the costs be very heavy?"

"Heavy! I should think they would indeed!" He named the probable sum; it seemed a fearful addition to the already existing burden of debts.

A look of such pain and perplexity came over Erica's face that Raeburn for the first time realizing what was passing in the room, drew her toward him, his face softening, and the cold, angry light in his eyes changing to sadness.

"Never mind, my child," he said, with a sigh."'Tis a hard blow, but we must bear up.Injustice won't triumph in the end."There was something in his voice and look which made Erica feel dreadfully inclined to cry; but that would have disgraced her forever in the eyes of stoical Tom, so she only squeezed his hand hard and tried to think of that far-distant future of which she had spoken to Charles Osmond, when there would be no tiresome Christians and bigots and lawsuits.

There was, however, one person in the house who was invariably the recipient of all the troubled confidences of others.In a very few minutes Erica had left the study and was curled up beside her mother's couch, talking out unreservedly all her grief, and anger, and perplexity.

Mrs.Raeburn, delicate and invalided as she was, had nevertheless a great deal of influence, though perhaps neither Raeburn, nor Erica, nor warm-hearted Tom Craigie understood how much she did for them all.She was so unassuming, so little given to unnecessary speech, so reticent, that her life made very little show, while it had become so entirely a matter of course that every one should bring his private troubles to her that it would have seemed extraordinary not to meet with exactly the sympathy and counsel needed.Today, however, even Mrs.Raeburn was almost too despondent to cheer the others.It comforted Erica to talk to her, but she could not help feeling very miserable as she saw the anxiety and sadness in her mother's face.