第102章

Somebody has been making a speech, reported at a couple of columns'

length in the paper.As I glance down the waste of print, one word catches my eye again and again.It's all about "science"--and therefore doesn't concern me.

I wonder whether there are many men who have the same feeling with regard to "science" as I have? It is something more than a prejudice; often it takes the form of a dread, almost a terror.

Even those branches of science which are concerned with things that interest me--which deal with plants and animals and the heaven of stars--even these I cannot contemplate without uneasiness, a spiritual disaffection; new discoveries, new theories, however they engage my intelligence, soon weary me, and in some way depress.

When it comes to other kinds of science--the sciences blatant and ubiquitous--the science by which men become millionaires--I am possessed with an angry hostility, a resentful apprehension.This was born in me, no doubt; I cannot trace it to circumstances of my life, or to any particular moment of my mental growth.My boyish delight in Carlyle doubtless nourished the temper, but did not Carlyle so delight me because of what was already in my mind? Iremember, as a lad, looking at complicated machinery with a shrinking uneasiness which, of course, I did not understand; Iremember the sort of disturbed contemptuousness with which, in my time of "examinations," I dismissed "science papers." It is intelligible enough to me, now, that unformed fear: the ground of my antipathy has grown clear enough.I hate and fear "science"because of my conviction that, for long to come if not for ever, it will be the remorseless enemy of mankind.I see it destroying all simplicity and gentleness of life, all the beauty of the world; Isee it restoring barbarism under a mask of civilization; I see it darkening men's minds and hardening their hearts; I see it bringing a time of vast conflicts, which will pale into insignificance "the thousand wars of old," and, as likely as not, will whelm all the laborious advances of mankind in blood-drenched chaos.

Yet to rail against it is as idle as to quarrel with any other force of nature.For myself, I can hold apart, and see as little as possible of the thing I deem accursed.But I think of some who are dear to me, whose life will be lived in the hard and fierce new age.

The roaring "Jubilee" of last summer was for me an occasion of sadness; it meant that so much was over and gone--so much of good and noble, the like of which the world will not see again, and that a new time of which only the perils are clearly visible, is rushing upon us.Oh, the generous hopes and aspirations of forty years ago!

Science, then, was seen as the deliverer; only a few could prophesy its tyranny, could foresee that it would revive old evils and trample on the promises of its beginning.This is the course of things; we must accept it.But it is some comfort to me that I--poor little mortal--have had no part in bringing the tyrant to his throne.