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His cheeks were wet,and the knowledge of that was comforting,as though it guaranteed the genuineness of his sacrifice.He lingered a little in the rooms below,to pack all the cigars he had,some papers,a crush hat,a silver cigarette box,a Ruff's Guide.Then,mixing himself a stiff whisky and soda,and lighting a cigarette,he stood hesitating before a photograph of his two girls,in a silver frame.It belonged to Winifred.'Never mind,'he thought;'she can get another taken,and I can't!'He slipped it into the valise.Then;putting on his hat and overcoat,he took two others,his best malacca cane,an umbrella,and opened the front door.
Closing it softly behind him,he walked out,burdened as he had never been in all his life,and made his way round the corner to wait there for an early cab to come by.
Thus had passed Montague Dartie in the forty-fifth year of his age from the house which he had called his own.
When Winifred came down,and realised that he was not in the house,her first feeling was one of dull anger that he should thus elude the reproaches she had carefully prepared in those long wakeful hours.He had gone off to Newmarket or Brighton,with that woman as likely as not.Disgusting!Forced to a complete reticence before Imogen and the servants,and aware that her father's nerves would never stand the disclosure,she had been unable to refrain from going to Timothy's that afternoon,and pouring out the story of the pearls to Aunts Juley and Hester in utter confidence.It was only on the following morning that she noticed the disappearance of that photograph.What did it mean?Careful examination of her husband's relics prompted the thought that he had gone for good.As that conclusion hardened she stood quite still in the middle of his dressing-room,with all the drawers pulled out,to try and realise what she was feeling.By no means easy!Though he was 'the limit'he was yet her property,and for the life of her she could not but feel the poorer.To be widowed yet not widowed at forty-two;with four children;made conspicuous,an object of commiseration!Gone to the arms of a Spanish Jade!
Memories,feelings,which she had thought quite dead,revived within her,painful,sullen,tenacious.Mechanically she closed drawer after drawer,went to her bed,lay on it,and buried her face in the pillows.She did not cry.What was the use of that?
When she got off her bed to go down to lunch she felt as if only one thing could do her good,and that was to have Val home.He--her eldest boy--who was to go to Oxford next month at James'expense,was at Littlehampton taking his final gallops with his trainer for Smalls,as he would have phrased it following his father's diction.She caused a telegram to be sent to him.
"I must see about his clothes,"she said to Imogen;"I can't have him going up to Oxford all anyhow.Those boys are so particular.""Val's got heaps of things,"Imogen answered.
"I know;but they want overhauling.I hope he'll come.""He'll come like a shot,Mother.But he'll probably skew his Exam.""I can't help that,"said Winifred."I want him."With an innocent shrewd look at her mother's face,Imogen kept silence.It was father,of course!Val did come 'like a shot'at six o'clock.
Imagine a cross between a pickle and a Forsyte and you have young Publius Valerius Dartie.A youth so named could hardly turn out otherwise.When he was born,Winifred,in the heyday of spirits,and the craving for distinction,had determined that her children should have names such as no others had ever had.(It was a mercy--she felt now--that she had just not named Imogen Thisbe.)But it was to George Forsyte,always a wag,that Val's christening was due.It so happened that Dartie dining with him,a week after the birth of his son and heir,had mentioned this aspiration of Winifred's.
"Call him Cato,"said George,"it'll be damned piquant!"He had just won a tenner on a horse of that name.
"Cato!"Dartie had replied--they were a little 'on'as the phrase was even in those days--"it's not a Christian name.""Halo you!"George called to a waiter in knee breeches."Bring me the Encyc'pedia Brit.from the Library,letter C."The waiter brought it.
"Here you are!"said George,pointing with his cigar:"Cato Publius Valerius by Virgil out of Lydia.That's what you want.Publius Valerius is Christian enough."Dartie,on arriving home,had informed Winifred.She had been charmed.It was so 'chic.'And Publius Valerius became the baby's name,though it afterwards transpired that they had got hold of the inferior Cato.In 1890,however,when little Publius was nearly ten,the word 'chic'went out of fashion,and sobriety came in;Winifred began to have doubts.They were confirmed by little Publius himself who returned from his first term at school com-plaining that life was a burden to him--they called him Pubby.
Winifred--a woman of real decision--promptly changed his school and his name to Val,the Publius being dropped even as an initial.
At nineteen he was a limber,freckled youth with a wide mouth,light eyes,long dark lashes;a rather charming smile,considerable knowledge of what he should not know,and no experience of what he ought to do.Few boys had more narrowly escaped being expelled--the engaging rascal.After kissing his mother and pinching Imogen,he ran upstairs three at a time,and came down four,dressed for dinner.He was,awfully sorry,but his 'trainer,'who had come up too,had asked him to dine at the Oxford and Cambridge;it wouldn't do to miss--the old chap would be hurt.Winifred let him go with an unhappy pride.She had wanted him at home,but it was very nice to know that his tutor was so fond of him.He went out with a wink at Imogen,saying:"I say,Mother,could I have two plover's eggs when I come in?--cook's got some.They top up so jolly well.Oh!
And look here--have you any money?--I had to borrow a fiver from old Snobby."Winifred looking at him with fond shrewdness,answered: