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Freedom, free thought, and science will lead them into such straits and will bring them face to face with such marvels and insoluble mysteries, that some of them, the fierce and rebellious, will destroy themselves, others, rebellious but weak, will destroy one another, while the rest, weak and unhappy, will crawl fawning to our feet and whine to us: "Yes, you were right, you alone possess His mystery, and we come back to you, save us from ourselves!""'Receiving bread from us, they will see clearly that we take the bread made by their hands from them, to give it to them, without any miracle.They will see that we do not change the stones to bread, but in truth they will be more thankful for taking it from our hands than for the bread itself! For they will remember only too well that in old days, without our help, even the bread they made turned to stones in their hands, while since they have come back to us, the very stones have turned to bread in their hands.Too, too well will they know the value of complete submission! And until men know that, they will be unhappy.Who is most to blame for their not knowing it?-speak! Who scattered the flock and sent it astray on unknown paths? But the flock will come together again and will submit once more, and then it will be once for all.Then we shall give them the quiet humble happiness of weak creatures such as they are by nature.
Oh, we shall persuade them at last not to be proud, for Thou didst lift them up and thereby taught them to be proud.We shall show them that they are weak, that they are only pitiful children, but that childlike happiness is the sweetest of all.They will become timid and will look to us and huddle close to us in fear, as chicks to the hen.They will marvel at us and will be awe-stricken before us, and will be proud at our being so powerful and clever that we have been able to subdue such a turbulent flock of thousands of millions.They will tremble impotently before our wrath, their minds will grow fearful, they will be quick to shed tears like women and children, but they will be just as ready at a sign from us to pass to laughter and rejoicing, to happy mirth and childish song.Yes, we shall set them to work, but in their leisure hours we shall make their life like a child's game, with children's songs and innocent dance.Oh, we shall allow them even sin, they are weak and helpless, and they will love us like children because we allow them to sin.We shall tell them that every sin will be expiated, if it is done with our permission, that we allow them to sin because we love them, and the punishment for these sins we take upon ourselves.And we shall take it upon ourselves, and they will adore us as their saviours who have taken on themselves their sins before God.And they will have no secrets from us.We shall allow or forbid them to live with their wives and mistresses, to have or not to have children according to whether they have been obedient or disobedient- and they will submit to us gladly and cheerfully.The most painful secrets of their conscience, all, all they will bring to us, and we shall have an answer for all.
And they will be glad to believe our answer, for it will save them from the great anxiety and terrible agony they endure at present in making a free decision for themselves.And all will be happy, all the millions of creatures except the hundred thousand who rule over them.For only we, we who guard the mystery, shall be unhappy.There will be thousands of millions of happy babes, and a hundred thousand sufferers who have taken upon themselves the curse of the knowledge of good and evil.Peacefully they will die, peacefully they will expire in Thy name, and beyond the grave they will find nothing but death.
But we shall keep the secret, and for their happiness we shall allure them with the reward of heaven and eternity.Though if there were anything in the other world, it certainly would not be for such as they.It is prophesied that Thou wilt come again in victory, Thou wilt come with Thy chosen, the proud and strong, but we will say that they have only saved themselves, but we have saved all.We are told that the harlot who sits upon the beast, and holds in her hands the mystery, shall be put to shame, that the weak will rise up again, and will rend her royal purple and will strip naked her loathsome body.But then I will stand up and point out to Thee the thousand millions of happy children who have known no sin.And we who have taken their sins upon us for their happiness will stand up before Thee and say: "Judge us if Thou canst and darest." Know that I fear Thee not.Know that I too have been in the wilderness, I too have lived on roots and locusts, I too prized the freedom with which Thou hast blessed men, and I too was striving to stand among Thy elect, among the strong and powerful, thirsting "to make up the number." But I awakened and would not serve madness.I turned back and joined the ranks of those who have corrected Thy work.I left the proud and went back to the humble, for the happiness of the humble.
What I say to Thee will come to pass, and our dominion will be built up.I repeat, to-morrow Thou shalt see that obedient flock who at a sign from me will hasten to heap up the hot cinders about the pile on which I shall burn Thee for coming to hinder us.For if anyone has ever deserved our fires, it is Thou.To-morrow I shall burn Thee.Dixi.'"** I have spoken.
Ivan stopped.He was carried away as he talked, and spoke with excitement; when he had finished, he suddenly smiled.
Alyosha had listened in silence; towards the end he was greatly moved and seemed several times on the point of interrupting, but restrained himself.Now his words came with a rush.
"But...that's absurd!" he cried, flushing."Your poem is in praise of Jesus, not in blame of Him- as you meant it to be.And who will believe you about freedom? Is that the way to understand it?