第86章 The Awakening (4)

"It is the glare of the lamp," he answered."I have just come out of the darkness," and before sitting down to his supper, he opened the door and listened for the sound of his mother's voice.

"She is asleep, then?" he said, coming back again."Has she recognised either of you to-day?""No; she wanders again.The present is nothing to her any longer--it is all blotted out with everything that Fletcher told her.She asks for father constantly, and the only thing that interested her was when Jim went in and talked to her about farming.She is quite rational except that she has entirely forgotten the last twenty years, and just before falling asleep she laughed heartily over some old stories of Grandpa Bolivar's.""Then I may see her for a minute?"

"If you wish it--yes."

Passing along the hall, he entered the little chamber where the old lady lay asleep in her tester bed.Her fine white hair was brushed over the pillow, and her drawn and yellowed face wore a placid and childlike look.As he paused beside her a faint smile flickered about her mouth and her delicate hand trembled slightly upon the counterpane.Her dreams had evidently brought her happiness, and as he stood looking down upon her the wish entered his heart that he might change his young life for her old one--that he might become, in her place, half dead, and done with all that the future could bring of either joy or grief.

CHAPTER II.Maria Returns to the Hall Through the grove of oaks a single lighted window glimmered now red, now yellow, as lamplight struggled with firelight inside, and Maria, walking rapidly through the dark, felt that the comfortable warmth shining on the panes was her first welcome home.The night had grown chilly, and she gathered her wraps closely together as she hastened along the gravelled drive and ran up the broad stone steps to the closed door.There was no answer to her knock, and, finding that the big silver handle of the door turned easily, she entered the hall and passed cautiously through the dusk that enveloped the great staircase.

Her foot was on the first step, when a stream of light issued suddenly from the dining-room, and, turning, she stood for an instant hesitating upon the threshold.A lamp burned dimly in the center of the old mahogany table, where a scant supper for two had been hastily laid.In the fireplace a single hickory log sent out a shower of fine sparks, which hovered a moment in the air before they were sucked up by the big stone chimney.The room was just as Maria had left it six years before, and yet in some unaccountable fashion it seemed to have lost the dignity which she remembered as its one redeeming feature.Nothing was changed that she could see--the furniture stood in the same places, the same hard engravings hung on the discoloured walls--but as she glanced wonderingly about her she was aware of a shock greater than the one she had nerved herself to withstand.It was, after all, the atmosphere that depressed her, she concluded with her next thought--the general air of slovenly unrefinement revealed in the details of the room and of the carelessly laid table.

While she still hesitated uncertainly on the threshold, the pantry door opened noiselessly and Miss Saidie appeared, carrying a glass dish filled with preserved watermelon rind.At sight of Maria she gave a start and a little scream, and the dish fell from her hands and crashed upon the floor.

"Sakes alive! Is that you, Maria?"

Hastily crossing the room, Maria caught the little woman in her arms and kissed her twice.

"Why, you poor thing! I've frightened you to death," she said, with a laugh.

"You did give me a turn; that's so," replied Miss Saidie, as she wiped the moisture from her crimson face."It's been so long since anybody's come here that Malindy--she's the only servant we've got now--was actually afraid to answer your knock.Then when I came in and saw you standing by the door, I declare it almost took my breath clean away.I thought for a moment you were a ghost, you looked so dead white in that long, black dress.""Oh, I'm flesh and blood, never fear," Maria assured her."Much more flesh and blood, too, than I was when I went away--but I've made you spill all your preserves.What a shame!"Miss Saidie glanced down a little nervously."I must wipe it up before Brother Bill comes in," she said; "it frets him so to see a waste."Picking up a dust-cloth she had left on a chair, she got down on her knees and began mopping up the sticky syrup which trickled along the floor."He hates so to throw away anything," she pursued, panting softly from her exertions, "that if he were to see this I believe it would upset him for a week.Oh, he didn't use to be like that, I know," she added, meeting Maria's amazed look; "and it does seem strange, for I'm sure he gets richer and richer every day--but it's the gospel truth that every cent he makes he hugs closer than he did the last.I declare, I've seen him haggle for an hour over the price of salt, and it turns him positively sick to see anything but specked potatoes on the table.He kinder thinks his money is all he's got, I reckon, so he holds on to it like grim death.""But it isn't all he has.Where's Will?"

Miss Saidie shook her head, with a glance in the direction of the door.

"Don't mention him if you want any peace," she said, rising with difficulty to her feet."Your grandpa has never so much as laid eyes on him sence he gave him that little worn-out place side by side with Sol Peterkin--and told him he'd shoot him if he ever caught sight of him at the Hall.You've come home to awful worry, thar's no doubt of it, Maria."1

"Something must be done for Will," she said, turning presently.

"This can't go on another day."

Miss Saidie caught her breath sharply, and hastened to the head of the table, as Fletcher's heavy footsteps crossed the hall.

"For heaven's sake, be careful," she whispered warningly, jerking her head nervously from side to side.