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Then fancy shapes--as fancy can.
On a day about three weeks later,the Swancourt trio were sitting quietly in the drawing-room of The Crags,Mrs.Swancourts house at Endelstow,chatting,and taking easeful survey of their previous month or two of town--a tangible weariness even to people whose acquaintances there might be counted on the fingers.
A mere season in London with her practised step-mother had so advanced Elfrides perceptions,that her courtship by Stephen seemed emotionally meagre,and to have drifted back several years into a childish past.In regarding our mental experiences,as in visual observation,our own progress reads like a dwindling of that we progress from.
She was seated on a low chair,looking over her romance with melancholy interest for the first time since she had become acquainted with the remarks of the PRESENT thereupon.
Still thinking of that reviewer,Elfie?
Not of him personally;but I am thinking of his opinion.Really,on looking into the volume after this long time has elapsed,he seems to have estimated one part of it fairly enough.
No,no;I wouldnt show the white feather now!Fancy that of all people in the world the writer herself should go over to the enemy.How shall Monmouths men fight when Monmouth runs away?
I dont do that.But I think he is right in some of his arguments,though wrong in others.And because he has some claim to my respect I regret all the more that he should think so mistakenly of my motives in one or two instances.It is more vexing to be misunderstood than to be misrepresented;and he misunderstands me.I cannot be easy whilst a person goes to rest night after night attributing to me intentions I never had.
He doesnt know your name,or anything about you.And he has doubtless forgotten there is such a book in existence by this time.
I myself should certainly like him to be put right upon one or two matters,said the vicar,who had hitherto been silent.You see,critics go on writing,and are never corrected or argued with,and therefore are never improved.
Papa,said Elfride brightening,write to him!
I would as soon write to him as look at him,for the matter of that,said Mr.Swancourt.
Do!And say,the young person who wrote the book did not adopt a masculine pseudonym in vanity or conceit,but because she was afraid it would be thought presumptuous to publish her name,and that she did not mean the story for such as he,but as a sweetener of history for young people,who might thereby acquire a taste for what went on in their own country hundreds of years ago,and be tempted to dive deeper into the subject.Oh,there is so much to explain;I wish I might write myself!
Now,Elfie,Ill tell you what we will do,answered Mr.
Swancourt,tickled with a sort of bucolic humour at the idea of criticizing the critic.You shall write a clear account of what he is wrong in,and I will copy it and send it as mine.
Yes,now,directly!said Elfride,jumping up.When will you send it,papa?
Oh,in a day or two,I suppose,he returned.Then the vicar paused and slightly yawned,and in the manner of elderly people began to cool from his ardour for the undertaking now that it came to the point.But,really,it is hardly worth while,he said.
O papa!said Elfride,with much disappointment.You said you would,and now you wont.That is not fair!
But how can we send it if we dont know whom to send it to?
If you really want to send such a thing it can easily be done,
said Mrs.Swancourt,coming to her step-daughters rescue.An envelope addressed,"To the Critic of THE COURT OF KELLYON CASTLE,care of the Editor of the PRESENT,"would find him.
Yes,I suppose it would.
Why not write your answer yourself,Elfride?Mrs.Swancourt inquired.
I might,she said hesitatingly;and send it anonymously:that would be treating him as he has treated me.
No use in the world!
But I dont like to let him know my exact name.Suppose I put my initials only?The less you are known the more you are thought of.
Yes;you might do that.
Elfride set to work there and then.Her one desire for the last fortnight seemed likely to be realized.As happens with sensitive and secluded minds,a continual dwelling upon the subject had magnified to colossal proportions the space she assumed herself to occupy or to have occupied in the occult critics mind.At noon and at night she had been pestering herself with endeavours to perceive more distinctly his conception of her as a woman apart from an author:whether he really despised her;whether he thought more or less of her than of ordinary young women who never ventured into the fire of criticism at all.Now she would have the satisfaction of feeling that at any rate he knew her true intent in crossing his path,and annoying him so by her performance,and be taught perhaps to despise it a little less.
Four days later an envelope,directed to Miss Swancourt in a strange hand,made its appearance from the post-bag.