第33章 How the Brigadier Triumphed in England(3)
It is not, however, of my own exploits in sport that I wish to speak to you to-night, but it is of the Lady Jane Dacre and the strange adventure of which she was the cause.Lady Jane Dacre was Lord Rufton's sister and the lady of his household.I fear that until I came it was lonely for her, since she was a beautiful and refined woman with nothing in commonwith those who were about her.Indeed, this might be said of many women in the England of those days, for the men were rude and rough and coarse, with boorish habits and few accomplishments, while the women were the most lovely and tender that I have ever known.We became great friends, the Lady Jane and I, for it was not possible for me to drink three bottles of port after dinner like those Devonshire gentlemen, and so I would seek refuge in her drawing-room, where evening after evening she would play the harpsichord and I would sing the songs of my own land.In those peaceful moments I would find a refuge from the misery which filled me, when I reflected that my regiment was left in the front of the enemy without the chief whom they had learned to love and to follow.
Indeed, I could have torn my hair when I read in the English papers of the fine fighting which was going on in Portugal and on the frontiers of Spain, all of which I had missed through my misfortune in falling into the hands of Milord Wellington.
From what I have told you of the Lady Jane you will have guessed what occurred, my friends.Etienne Gerard is thrown into the company of a young and beautiful woman.What must it mean for him? What must it mean for her? It was not for me, the guest, the captive, to make love to the sister of my host.But I was reserved.
I was discreet.I tried to curb my own emotions and to discourage hers.For my own part I fear that I betrayed myself, for the eye becomes more eloquent when the tongue is silent.Every quiver of my fingers as I turned over her music-sheets told her my secret.But she--she was admirable.It is in these matters that women have a genius for deception.If I had not penetrated her secret I should often have thought that she forgot even that I was in the house.For hours she would sit lost in a sweet melancholy, while I admired her pale face and her curls in the lamp- light, and thrilled within me to think that I had moved her so deeply.Then at last I would speak, and she would start in her chair and stare at me with the most admirable pretence of being surprised to find me in the room.Ah! how I longed to hurl myself suddenly at her feet, to kiss her white hand, to assure her that I had surprised her secret and that I would not abuse her confidence.
But no, I was not her equal, and I was under her roof as a castaway enemy.My lips were sealed.I endeavoured to imitate her own wonderful affectation of indifference, but, as you may think? I was eagerly alert for any opportunity of serving her.
One morning Lady Jane had driven in her phaeton to Okehampton, and I strolled along the road which led to that place in the hope that I might meet her on her return.
It was the early winter, and banks of fading fern sloped down to the winding road.It is a bleak place this Dartmoor, wild and rocky--a country of wind and mist.
I felt as I walked that it is no wonder Englishmen should suffer from the spleen.My own heart was heavy within me, and I sat upon a rock by the wayside looking out on the dreary view with my thoughts full of trouble and foreboding.Suddenly, however, as I glanced down the road, I saw a sight which drove everything else from my mind, and caused me to leap to my feet with a cry of astonishment and anger.
Down the curve of the road a phaeton was coming, the pony tearing along at full gallop.Within was the very lady whom I had come to meet.She lashed at the pony like one who endeavours to escape from some pressing danger, glancing ever backward over her shoulder.The bend of the road concealed from me what it was that had alarmed her, and I ran forward not knowing what to expect.
The next instant I saw the pursuer, and my amazement was increased at the sight.It was a gentleman in the red coat of an English fox-hunter, mounted on a great grey horse.He was galloping as if in a race, and the long stride of the splendid creature beneath him soon brought him up to the lady's flying carriage.I saw him stoop and seize the reins of the pony, so as to bring it to a halt.The next instant he was deep in talk with the lady, he bending forward in his saddle and speaking eagerly, she shrinking away from him as if she feared and loathed him.
You may think, my dear friends, that this was not a sight at which I could calmly gaze.How my heart thrilled within me to think that a chance should have been given to me to serve the Lady Jane! I ran--oh, good Lord, how I ran!At last, breathless, speechless, I reached thephaeton.The man glanced up at me with his blue English eyes, but so deep was he in his talk that he paid no heed to me, nor did the lady say a word.She still leaned back, her beautiful pale face gazing up at him.He was a good-looking fellow--tall, and strong, and brown; a pang of jealousy seized me as I looked at him.He was talking low and fast, as the English do when they are in earnest.
"I tell you, Jinny, it's you and only you that I love," said he."Don't bear malice, Jinny.Let by-gones be by-gones.Come now, say it's all over.""No, never, George, never!" she cried.
A dusky red suffused his handsome face.The man was furious."Why can't you forgive me, Jinny?""I can't forget the past."
"By George, you must! I've asked enough.It's time to order now.I'll have my rights, d'ye hear?" His hand closed upon her wrist.
At last my breath had returned to me.
"Madame," I said, as I raised my hat, "do I intrude, or is there any possible way in which I can be of service to you?"But neither of them minded me any more than if I had been a fly who buzzed between them.Their eyes were locked together.
"I'll have my rights, I tell you.I've waited long enough." "There's no use bullying, George.""Do you give in?" "No, never!"