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Slone lay wide awake under an open window, watching the stars glimmer through the rustling foliage of the cottonwoods.Somewhere a lonesome hound bayed.

Very faintly came the silvery tinkle of running water.

For five days Slone had been a guest of Bostil's, and the whole five days had been torment.

On the morning of the day after the races Lucy had confronted him.Would he ever forget her eyes--her voice? "Bless you for saving my dad!" she had said.

"It was brave....But don't let dad fool you.Don't believe in his kindness.Above all, don't ride for him! He only wants Wildfire, and if he doesn't get him he'll hate you!"That speech of Lucy's had made the succeeding days hard for Slone.Bostil loaded him with gifts and kindnesses, and never ceased importuning him to accept his offers.But for Lucy, Slone would have accepted.It was she who cast the first doubt of Bostil into his mind.Lucy averred that her father was splendid and good in every way except in what pertained to fast horses; there he was impossible.

The great stallion that Slone had nearly sacrificed his life to catch was like a thorn in the rider's flesh.Slone lay there in the darkness, restless, hot, rolling from side to side, or staring out at the star-studded sky--miserably unhappy all on account of that horse.Almost he hated him.What pride he had felt in Wildfire! How he had gloried in the gift of the stallion to Lucy!

Then, on the morning of the race had come that unexpected, incomprehensible and wild act of which he had been guilty.Yet not to save his life, his soul, could he regret it! Was it he who had been responsible, or an unknown savage within him? He had kept his word to Lucy, when day after day he had burned with love until that fatal moment when the touch of her, as he lifted her to Wildfire's saddle, had made a madman out of him.He had swept her into his arms and held her breast to his, her face before him, and he had kissed the sweet, parting lips till he was blind.

Then he had learned what a little fury she was.Then he learned how he had fallen, what he had forfeited.In his amaze at himself, in his humility and shame, he had not been able to say a word in his own defense.She did not know yet that his act had been ungovernable and that he had not known what he was doing till too late.And she had finished with: "I'll ride Wildfire in the race--but I won't have him--and I won't have YOU! NO!"She had the steel and hardness of her father.

For Slone, the watching of that race was a blend of rapture and despair.He lived over in mind all the time between the race and this hour when he lay there sleepless and full of remorse.His mind was like a racecourse with many races; and predominating in it was that swift, strange, stinging race of his memory of Lucy Bostil's looks and actions.

What an utter fool he was to believe she had meant those tender words when, out there under the looming monuments, she had accepted Wildfire! She had been an impulsive child.Her scorn and fury that morning of the race had left nothing for him except footless fancies.She had mistaken love of Wildfire for love of him.No, his case was hopeless with Lucy, and if it had not been so Bostil would have made it hopeless.Yet there were things Slone could not fathom--the wilful, contradictory, proud and cold and unaccountably sweet looks and actions of the girl.They haunted Slone.They made him conscious he had a mind and tortured him with his development.But he had no experience with girls to compare with what was happening now.It seemed that accepted fact and remembered scorn and cold certainty were somehow at variance with hitherto unknown intuitions and instincts.Lucy avoided him, if by chance she encountered him alone.When Bostil or Aunt Jane or any one else was present Lucy was kind, pleasant, agreeable.What made her flush red at sight of him and then, pale? Why did she often at table or in the big living-room softly brush against him when it seemed she could have avoided that? Many times he had felt some inconceivable drawing power, and looked up to find her eyes upon him, strange eyes full of mystery, that were suddenly averted.Was there any meaning attachable to the fact that his room was kept so tidy and neat, that every day something was added to its comfort or color, that he found fresh flowers whenever he returned, or a book, or fruit, or a dainty morsel to eat, and once a bunch of Indian paint-brush, wild flowers of the desert that Lucy knew he loved? Most of all, it was Lucy's eyes which haunted Slone--eyes that had changed, darkened, lost their audacious flash, and yet seemed all the sweeter.The glances he caught, which he fancied were stolen-- and then derided his fancy--thrilled him to his heart.Thus Slone had spent waking hours by day and night, mad with love and remorse, tormented one hour by imagined grounds for hope and resigned to despair the next.

Upon the sixth morning of his stay at Bostil's Slone rose with something of his former will reasserting itself.He could not remain in Bostil's home any longer unless he accepted Bostil's offer, and this was not to be thought of.

With a wrench Slone threw off the softening indecision and hurried out to find Bostil while the determination was hot.

Bostil was in the corral with Wildfire.This was the second time Slone had found him there.Wildfire appeared to regard Bostil with a much better favor than he did his master.As Slone noted this a little heat stole along his veins.That was gall to a rider.

"I like your hoss," said Bostil, with gruff frankness.But a tinge of red showed under his beard.

"Bostil, I'm sorry I can't take you up on the job," rejoined Slone, swiftly.

"It's been hard for me to decide.You've been good to me.I'm grateful.But it's time I was tellin' you.""Why can't you?" demanded Bostil, straightening up with a glint in his big eyes.It was the first time he had asked Slone that.

"I can't ride for you," replied Slone, briefly.

"Anythin' to do with Lucy?" queried Bostil.

"How so?" returned Slone, conscious of more heat.