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`It will be easier for you than for me.You'll have something to do, while I - Look here, Winnie, what you must do is to keep this business going for two years.You know enough for that.You've a good head on you.I'll send you word when it's time to go about trying to sell.You'll have to be extra careful.The comrades will be keeping an eye on you all the time.

You'll have to be as artful as you know how, and as close as the grave.

No one must know what you are going to do.I have no mind to get a knock on the head or a stab in the back directly I am let out.'

Thus spoke Mr Verloc, applying his mind with ingenuity and forethought to the problems of the future.His voice was sombre, because he had a correct sentiment of the situation.Everything which he did not wish to pass had come to pass.The future had become precarious.His judgement, perhaps, had been momentarily obscured by his dread of Mr Vladimir's truculent folly.

A man somewhat over forty may be excusably thrown into considerable disorder by the prospect of losing his employment, especially if the man is a secret agent of political police, dwelling secure in the consciousness of his high value and in the esteem of high personages.He was excusable.

Now the thing had ended in a crash.Mr Verloc was cool; but he was not cheerful.A secret agent who throws his secrecy to the winds from desire of vengeance, and flaunts his achievements before the public eye, becomes the mark for desperate and bloodthirsty indignations.Without unduly exaggerating the danger, Mr Verloc tried to bring it clearly before his wife's mind.

He repeated that he had no intention of letting the revolutionists do away with him.

He looked straight into his wife's eyes.The enlarged pupils of the woman received his stare into their unfathomable depths.

`I am too fond of you for that,' he said, with a little nervous laugh.

A faint flush coloured Mrs Verloc's ghastly and motionless face.Having done with the visions of the past, she had not only heard, but had also understood the words uttered by her husband.By their extreme disaccord with her mental condition these words produced on her a slightly suffocating effect.Mrs Verloc's mental condition had the merit of simplicity; but it was not sound.It was governed too much by a fixed idea.Every nook and cranny of her brain was filled with the thought that this man, with whom she had lived without distaste for seven years, had taken the `poor boy' away from her in order to kill him - the man to whom she had grown accustomed in body and mind; the man whom she had trusted, took the boy away to kill him! In its form, in its substance, in its effect, which was universal, altering even the aspect of inanimate things, it was a thought to sit still and marvel at for ever and ever.Mrs Verloc sat still.And across that thought (not across the kitchen) the form of Mr Verloc went to and fro, familiarly in hat and overcoat, stamping with his boots upon her brain.He was probably talking, too; but Mrs Verloc's thought for the most part covered the voice.

Now and then, however, the voice would make itself heard.Several connected words emerged at times.Their purport was generally hopeful.On each of these occasions Mrs Verloc's dilated pupils, losing their far-off fixity, followed her husband's movements with the effect of black care and impenetrable attention.Well informed upon all matters relating to his secret calling, Mr Verloc augured well for the success of his plans and combinations.He really believed that it would be upon the whole easy for him to escape the knife of infuriated revolutionists.He had exaggerated the strength of their fury and the length of their arm (for professional purposes) too often to have many illusions one way or the otter.For to exaggerate with judgement one must bin by measuring with nicety.He knew also how much virtue and how much infamy is forgotten in two years - two long years.

His first really confidential discourse to his wife was optimistic from conviction.He also thought it good policy to display all the assurance he could muster.It would put heart into the poor woman.On his liberation, which harmonizing with the whole tenor of his life, would be secret, of course, they would vanish together without loss of time.As to covering up the tracks, he begged his wife to trust him for that.He knew how it was to be done so that the devil himself--He waved his hand.He seemed to boast.He wished only to put heart into her.It was a benevolent intention, but Mr Verloc had the misfortune not to be in accord with his audience.

The self-confident tone grew upon Mrs Verloc's ear which let most of the words go by; for what were words to her now? What could words do to her for good or evil in the face of her fixed idea? Her black glance followed that man who was asserting his impunity - the man who had taken poor Stevie from home to kill him somewhere.Mrs Verloc could not remember exactly where, but her heart began to beat very perceptibly.

Mr Verloc, in a soft and conjugal tone, was now expressing his firm belief that there were yet a good few years of quiet life before them both.

He did not go into the question of means.A quiet life it must be and, as it were, nestling in the shade, concealed among men whose flesh is grass;modest, like the life of violets.The words used by Mr Verloc were: `Lie low for a bit.' And far from England, of course.It was not clear whether Mr Verloc had in his mind Spain or South America; but at any rate somewhere abroad.

This last word, falling into Mrs Verloc's ear, produced a definite impression.

This man was talking of going abroad.The impression was completely disconnected;and such is the force of mental habit that Mrs Verloc at once and automatically asked herself: `And what of Stevie?'

It was a sort of forgetfulness; but instantly she became aware that there was no longer any occasion for anxiety on that score.There would never be any occasion any more.The poor boy had been taken out and killed.

The poor boy was dead.