第84章 CHAPTER XXIII(4)
He reverted from pure reminiscence to that sense of greatness she imposed upon him. "And through it all, this destiny was before me," he said; "this vast inheritance of which I did not dream."Insensibly their heroic preoccupation with the revlutionary struggle passed to the question of their relationship. He began to question her. She told him of the days before his awakening, spoke with a brief vividness of the girlish dreams that had given a bias to her life, of the incredulous emotions his awakening had aroused. She told him too of a tragic circumstance of her girlhood that had darkened her life, quickened her sense of injustice and opened her heart prematurely to the wider sorrows of the world. For a little time, so far as he was concerned, the great war about them was but the vast ennobling background to these personal things.
In an instant these personal relations were submerged.
There came messengers to tell that a great fleet of aeroplanes was rushing between the sky and Avignon. He went to the crystal dial in the corner and assured himself that the thing was so. He went to the chart room and consulted a map to measure the distances of Avignon, New Arawan, and London. He made swift calculations. He went to the room of the Ward Leaders to ask for news of the fight for the stages--and there was no one there. After a time he came back to her.
His face had changed. It had dawned upon him that the struggle was perhaps more than half over, that Ostrog was holding his own, that the arrival of the aeroplanes would mean a panic that might leave him helpless. A chance phrase in the message had given him a glimpse of the reality that came. Each of these soaring giants bore its thousand half savage negroes to the death grapple of the city. Suddenly his humanitarian enthusiasm showed flimsy. Only two of the Ward Leaders were in their room, when presently he repaired thither, the Hall of the Atlas seemed empty. He fancied a change in the bearing of the attendants in the outer rooms. A sombre disillusionment darkened his mind. She looked at him anxiously when he returned to her.
"No news," he said with an assumed carelessness in answer to her eyes.
Then he was moved to frankness. "Or rather--bad news. We are losing. We are gaining no ground and the aeroplanes draw nearer and nearer."He walked the length of the room and turned.
"Unless we can capture those flying stages in the next hour--there will be horrible things. We shall be beaten.
"No!" she said. "We have justice--we have the people. We have God on our side.""Ostrog has discipline--he has plans. Do you know, out there just now I felt--. When I heard that these aeroplanes were a stage nearer. I felt as if Iwere fighting the machinery of fate."
She made no answer for a while. "We have done right," she said at last.
He looked at her doubtfully. "We have done what we could. But does this depend upon us? Is it not an older sin, a wider sin?""What do you mean? " she asked.
"These blacks are savages, ruled by force, used as force. And they have been under the rule of the whites two hundred years. Is it not a race quarrel?
The race sinned--the race pays."
"But these labourers, these poor people of London--! ""Vicarious atonement. To stand wrong is to share the guilt."She looked keenly at him, astonished at the new aspect he presented.
Without came the shrill ringing of a bell, the sound of feet and the gabble of a phonographic message.
The man in yellow appeared. "Yes?" said Graham.
"They are at Vichy."
"Where are the attendants who were in the great Hall of the Atlas? " asked Graham abruptly.
Presently the Babble Machine rang again. "We may win yet," said the man in yellow, going out to it.
"If only we can find where Ostrog has hidden his guns. Everything hangs on that now. Perhaps this--"Graham followed him. But the only news was of the aeroplanes. They had reached Orleans.
Graham returned to Helen. "No news," he said "No news.""And we can do nothing?"
" Nothing."
He paced impatiently. Suddenly the swift anger that was his nature swept upon him. "Curse this complex world!" he cried, "and all the inventions of men! That a man must die like a rat in a snare and never see his foe! Oh, for one blow! . . ."He turned with an abrupt change in his manner.
"That's nonsense," he said. "I am a savage."He paced and stopped. "After all London and Paris are only two cities. All the temperate zone has risen. What if London is doomed and Paris destroyed? These are but accidents. "Again came the mockery of news to call him to fresh enquiries. He returned with a graver face and sat down beside her.
"The end must be near," he said. "The people it seems have fought and died in tens of thousands, the ways about Roehampton must be like a smoked beehive.
And they have died in vain. They are still only at the sub stage. The aeroplanes are near Paris.
Even were a gleam of success to come now, there would be nothing to do, there would be no time to do anything before they were upon us. The guns that might have saved us are mislaid. Mislaid! Think of the disorder of things! Think of this foolish tumult, that cannot even find its weapons! Oh, for one aeropile--just one! For the want of that I am beaten.
Humanity is beaten and our cause is lost! My kingship, my headlong foolish kingship will not last a night. And I have egged on the people to fight--.""They would have fought anyhow."
"I doubt it. I have come among them--"
"No," she cried," not that. If defeat comes--if you die--. But even that cannot be, it cannot be, after all these years.""Ah! We have meant well. But--do you indeed believe--?""If they defeat you," she cried, "you have spoken.